I find it
really difficult to follow the training schedule as plan as there are many twists and turns in everyday life. Firstly, preperation and organising the BBQ at Changi Aloha had been eating into training time. Organising a BBQ for 60 people is tough work. Luckily, I do have some friends to help out. Although much physical work were done in carrying food and running to the supermarkets, I dun really regard it as training. Even though I do feel flat out after after the 3 days of preparation.
Secondly, the transition to night shift really is affecting the training schedule. Right now, my body has to adapt to training after 12 hours of night shift which I find a very demanding and gruelling task. Well, nobody said it was easy. According to the log, the training and lifestyle plan had been running for 3 weeks. 9 (*) stars were collected so far. (When can I collect my 20 stars and exchange for a gift???). It is time like this where a little discpline and a bit of motivation can really make a difference.
With some luck i stumble upon an inspirational speech. This words gave me strength to never give up and keep on moving forward.
" Always remember that no matter how many times people put you down, no matter how hard they kick you, scream at you, point the finger at you and call you a loser, no matter how many times you get knocked down, always make sure you get back up. There is no better respect than self-respect; they can't take that away. You are the one in charge of your own destiny; no one else. They are but an obstacle for better things to come. Keep moving forward and you will get there. Just believe in yourself for 1 darn minute and say, "I can do this, I... can... do... this." Scream these words loud to yourself, then see and feel the difference."
Written in 2007 by R.S.